pocket book???

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

just noticed dat my last entry was in 2008..hehe..such a loooong time yah..i nearly forgotten my username,luckily i found it written in my small pocket book..which i carry everywhere..hihi..

i told myself dat, from now on, i would like to treat this blog like a journal..my personal daily pocket book. this will be the place where i will pour my feeling out..be it sadness,joy,jokes,or just some daily boring routine..this gonna be my little secret place to reveal my very personal thoughts,and my very personal details of my life,which ive been keeping safely in my heart for 30 years..well, mb because of dat, my heart started to have heart-ache..my secrets are eating my soul..so..i hope this will work..freely i will just write down wat i feel, without any judgement..and without any expectation..simply the freedom or writing..and freedom of being alive...no more guidelines,no more ckp berlapik..simply an honest, blunt entry of my life...

ready ppl?? hehe..

1st) i have to be disciplined enough to spend time writing my thoughts (please please..i can do this!..yessss, i can do it!)
2nd) i have to be brave enough to be blunt (y do we have to be polite all d time?)
3rd) i have to stop being pretentious (something dat im born with..and im sooo tired of being one)
4th) ......
*long pause*

emmmm..trying to figure out wat my number 4 should be..tapi couldnt figure out lagi..so just let it be lah..as at now..i could only find 3 things dat i should overcome in order for me to keep my personal daily pocket book ni alive... :)

well..off i go..it's saturday nite..and being single,it is a must for me to be outside d house..(let it be hanging out dgn sape sape pon lah..asalkan kuar...hihi) - *another thing which i keep telling myself a million times when i got very lazy and attached to my home so much, until i forgot dat there is another world outside..and i am still in my man hunting session..!

adiossss..