my baby will turn 1..

In one month time..Alfie will be one year old!! :) i love u sayang..

im tired of being tired..
im tired of being emotionless..

ive tried not to have any feelings about what happenned surrounding me..i chose to be emotionless coz i thought it will make my life simply simple..

but no..i figured tonite that being emotionless is not the answer..by doing that, i was just lying to myself, just a short term escape and temporary relief..

i have started missing myself who forever having emotional roller coaster..so starting tonite,i'm just gonna be myself back..

dont care wat ppl think,dont care wat ppl say, just cant be bothered by all dat..
just gonna look for my happiness..be selfish again..be myself again..

to those who has not been kind to me..go to hell!