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HEY!!!! I LOVE THAT NUMBER...AND I LOOOOOOVE THAT DATE!!!

Hoping to be wiser..happier..and may the wish I made yesterday comes true.. :)

Hope to be more elegant (well, I can't be mature and elegant at 23 yrs old rite, but now being 30..I can finally be one!yahooooooooo), to be beautiful enough to turn the men's heads..(wakakaka..gelak evil), to be successful in what ever I do..to be proud of my accomplishment..to have a respectable number in my savings account.. to be a better daughter..to be a better sister...to be a better fren..

To those who are very dear to my heart (you know who you are!), thank you for being there for me for all the happy and hard times in my life..SS,thanks for the wishes..I got ur sms sharp at 12 midnite, perfect score to u!!

To QCM..tq for all the surprises! you really got me this time..thanks for being there and thanks for the beautiful prezzie..it got me at hello! love them all..I really had a super great time with you!!

To Alfie..i know...i love you sayang..

Enjoy the day people!!! It is supposed to be a great day... :)

It is September again..

I have good and bad days..and today, is not a good day for me..so many things happened that reminds me of Alfie..I guess today he wants me to remember him..yes my baby..September will never be the same anymore..It was the month that I looked forward to for 29 years..but not anymore..I counted the days to September, and now, when it appears..the pain and the sadness filled my heart..no one would understand..no one cares..

Alfie, today I cried for you..asking you to tell me to become stronger..today, I took your picture out..and thank you..thank you for being there..

No one would understand, and no one could ever feel how I feel about you and what had happened..it is just me and you..and I am telling you..You will always be with me..every single day..the more I tried to heal..the more I felt the pain..so my baby..I will stand the pain..coz I choose to be with you..

Every single day baby..Mommy never forgets to say your name out loud, even no one is there to hear..but I know you hear me saying your name..I love you sayang..so much..