I have good and bad days..and today, is not a good day for me..so many things happened that reminds me of Alfie..I guess today he wants me to remember him..yes my baby..September will never be the same anymore..It was the month that I looked forward to for 29 years..but not anymore..I counted the days to September, and now, when it appears..the pain and the sadness filled my heart..no one would understand..no one cares..
Alfie, today I cried for you..asking you to tell me to become stronger..today, I took your picture out..and thank you..thank you for being there..
No one would understand, and no one could ever feel how I feel about you and what had happened..it is just me and you..and I am telling you..You will always be with me..every single day..the more I tried to heal..the more I felt the pain..so my baby..I will stand the pain..coz I choose to be with you..
Every single day baby..Mommy never forgets to say your name out loud, even no one is there to hear..but I know you hear me saying your name..I love you sayang..so much..
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Alfie's blessed, to have wonderful mom like u..! May Allah bless her soul :)
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