Mr Cayanne

He is still out there..bugging me with questions dat i could hardly answer.. it has been a year plus since we broke up..and he earned my highest credit for being a total jerk and an asshole..

I hate him for all his act..hate him for all his lies..hate him..hate him.

Hate him for breaking my parent's heart..hate him for giving them false hope..

He made me become a loser in front of my frens..in front of my family..hate him for that..

He made me to believe that I had found someone who really wants to marry me..

He made me to believe that I soon will start a family..

And I hate him for all that....

And now, he is back with all dat stories of how sorry and how he regretted what he has done to me and my family..how regretted he felt by letting me go..and how dumb of him to make all the mistakes..

I told him.. I cant make myself believe all that he told me..I couldnt make myself trust him or his words anymore..

I wish..he could just leave me alone.. stop pretending..stop acting..stop lying..

Mr Cayenne..u can have all super models, celebrities or any young rich girls..so why me??why me? why do still saying all that to me?why did u say that u prayed hard in mecca to be with me? why do u even pray that i am ur jodoh? why me??? i have nothing to offer you..im not rich..im not pretty..im not young..im not one of ur league...so why me???

I cant think of a reason why u want me...so, simple.. my brain couldnt accept this..so no, i dont believe u, and i dont want to believe you..