happy mothers day to all mothers out there..happy mother's day to me as well..such a mixed feelings im having today..i think all mothers would be happy today..but a mother like me..emm...not a happy feeling..im like an invisible mother..a mother..but not a mother..
only few people in this world knows dat im a mother..but even them, think dat wishing me a happy mother's day would make me sad..and i know, deep down they are torn whether to wish me or not..emmm..it is nice though, to get the acknowledgement dat im a mother..i think i deserve a sincere warmest wish..especially from him.. (but,sadly, i dont think he ever recognized me as the mother to his baby) screw him!!
alfie..thank you for making me a mother..2 months with you has created a very special bonding between us..u know i love you so much..and if i could turn back the time, i would keep u safe with me..i will face all those cruel people..face the world, face the shame...with u..will not let u go, dont care, dont bother abt the others..
alfie..losing u is the most painful moment in my life..have to stay alive without u is a torture to me..have to keep faith n be strong knowing u mite hate me, is killing me silently.. baby..if i could turn back the time..i would..
alfie..i promise u, dat i will soon be with u..and alfie..pls wait for me, pls dont turn ur back on me..pls give me a hug, pls give me a kiss, which ive been loong dreaming about..
baby..wish mommy a happy mother's day yaa..
Sunday, May 10, 2009
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