Tuesday, May 4, 2010

alfie..my son..

it's getting nearer to your day baby..and my thoughts are full of you..it seems impossible to not be thinking about you..i love it coz it makes me feel so close to you..i dreamt abt you last nite.. :) thank you for visiting me..u have no idea how dat made me feel..

you must have heard my voice dat nite rite..how i wanted you to hug me..and how much i miss you, and how much i wanted to feel you in my arms..thank you alfie..for coming in my dream, you made it so real.. :) you are such a big boy now..and you looked so happy..and that makes me soooo happy..so happy.. :)

we'll blow a cake together tmrw..u and me..i'll be there for you..dont you be sad..we'll celebrate d day no matter where you are..coz you are the most special son i ever had..and you are everything in my life..

even we are in different world..but you never alone..you are always close to me..you are always, always in my mind..in my heart..and you are so special to me..nothing else is above you..i love you so much alfie..so much..

missing you terribly..mommy

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