Today just had me to the max..felt so tired after a loooooong time at work..not complaining..just sharing..
When I’m tired..I wont be able to sleep..funny isn’it? I guess..when I am physically tired, my mind just choose to be part of that too..my mind just couldn’t stop thinking and working..again, not complaining..just sharing how my body and mind works.. :)
Somehow, I couldn’t stop thinking of how good it is to have someone holding me at this point of time..when your body just can’t stop ache-ing..and your mind just need some pause. Someone to just listen to your unspoken tiredness..and be one with it..you understand what I’m saying?
And I just couldn’t stop thinking what I had done wrong..not to have that someone with me now..to hold and to breath with me the air of calmness that would take the exhaustion away from me..what had I done wrong? What have I not done?
Im sure I will feel better if I could just rest and feel his warm arms around me..and listen to his heartbeats…I’m sure I will be in different world..definitely not in this lonely and quiet night.. not complaining..just sharing..
Another question that just popped in my mind..would I change everything that I have now..for something that I don’t have? Would I?
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