last year..

Last year..at this same date..I first met Alfie.. :) This time last year, he was selected by Him to be inside me..and even being in unknown place, he was all good, well-mannared baby..No morning sickness, just some back-ache and tiredness..

And I was having difficulty to sleep..that's all..the rest was just perfect..healthy baby, healthy mommy..and due to my restless looong nites, I spent more time talking to Alfie while rubbing my hard belly..so many things we talked about..He listened and I shared every single feelings I had with him..We had great sharing sessions, did'nt we? :)

And now, I'm teribbly missing him..I miss his presence..He left me alone..and I am soooo alone now..I miss having him with me..we were 'we' last time..and now I'm back to 'I' again.. :(

Alfie, tonight I'm gonna sleep with you sayang..I know you'll be there.. :)

Missing you and loving you..always..